UFOs, Aliens, and Other Strange Encounters

Date Submitted: 11/29/2015

Visiter: James Brady

Message:

I am sending this to you because I need at least someone to know it. I hope you take the time to read it. Every single thing is absolute fact. I have tried to contact Mufon but don`t seem to be worthy. I have never sent this to anyone nor have I told anyone all of it. Ive tried to tell a friend or two but they of course. shrug it off. At least this way someone will know.

When I was a child at the age of about 7 or 8 years of age I remember the first time when I woke up with the most dreadful feeling. I cried and cried and did not have any idea as to why I was crying. I can`t count the times this happened. No bad dreams. Just the most odd mental state describable.
Nose bleeds
Futuristic Visions
Visions of Godly figures
As life went on, I began to remember things when I would wake up with this terrorizing feeling. Now I can`t possibly record all of the things that happened but I am recording some, at least enough to make record of it. It`s happened to me for my entire life.

I have seen UFO`s a number of times and understand that I`m not talking about airplanes. The few that stand out were once when I walked outside in the daytime and saw a glowing orb that blew away faster than light could travel. It was like a streak without the streak. Another is when I was visiting a friend and I noticed this object, in the daytime mind you, simply slowly moving across the sky at a height of what seemed to be about 500 feet. Knowing my friend would easily downplay this, I had also noticed a plane. So I asked him to look at the plane and he did, then I asked him to look directly over our heads at this round object, and he did but within 3 seconds the object vanished. I mean it just disappeared before our eyes. He played it off but it was a great sighting. No flashing lights, no spinning, no nothing. Just a silent round object with a bright shine that vanished while we looked at it. Funny how things such as this, ya know, things that are so outrageously outrageous, people will dismiss. never have understood this. Of course I have seen them at night as well but at higher altitudes.

Since I was a kid I have also had the ability to control my dreams at times. Some periods of time I did this more often than others. In most of the dreams in which I had realized I was dreaming I would change the dreams. Many times I would fly, sometimes with control of the flying and other times with no control. As a teen of course I would change the dream to some sexual thing and these were ridiculous. But anyway, many times a nightmare would engage my realization and in turn, the controlling of the dream. I state this because the things that happened to me were NOT dreams. I know the difference.

As I grew older, I began noticing things when I would come to my senses after an event. I cant count the times I had awakened and my heartbeat would go nuts. I mean my heart would be beating so hard and so fast that I thought I was about to die. This is how it would happen....I would wake up....I would feel that crazy feeling....so I would get up, WIDE AWAKE instantly I would feel the most strange, odd, weird feeling in my mind,....it was like my soul and body had been separated ....then I would notice my heartbeat going so fast and it would progressively get faster and faster and faster....I would quickly go to a sink and run cold water all over myself, my head and chest areas and try to take long slow breaths and stop my heartbeat from going nuts. THESE are the times that I couldn`t stand. I would think I was about to die, right then and there. I can`t explain it better because I would be so afraid of having a heart attack that any memory of what had just happened to me was long gone. This experience is the one that happened to me the most. No memory, only fear, only confusion, only.

When I was a kid and these things would happen I would float across the room, out of the house and immediately straight up into the abyss. I remember seeing my house and the surrounding area from above. I had never flown. How did I know how it looked? But I did. Later in life I worked as a lineman and remember being in a lift truck looking down and thinking back to these incidents. I can`t explain how realistic these things were. No words for it. I just know it happened. Of course then the memory ends. I also remember floating out directly in front of my dad who stayed up late watching television. I had absolutely no control but even if I had, I would have never done anything because it was so very peaceful. I also remember being dragged but not dragged. What I mean is something would grab me by my feet and pull me from my bed but I would never touch the floor and once outside I would never touch the ground. Crazy right? I know how this sounds,...or reads but it`s true.

Later in life, there was one of the scariest times. I was up late one night and thought that I got a glance of a being in my hallway. Scared the skin off of me. It looked pale, with a slightly larger head than human, slightly bigger eyes and seemed to have wrinkles on its forehead. It was about 4 and a half feet tall. I measured where it stood. I know, its so unreal, that is why I even questioned it. But I know I saw it.

One of the most vivid times I have had what seemed to be an abduction experience was about four or five months ago. I awakened in a very bright room. It was round but it was chopped off on the edges kinda like an octagon, only very very large. In every "chopped" off space that I will call edge, there was a bed type thing. It seemed so bright in there. Not all of the beds had people but a few did. There were some type of machines around each of the chopped areas. There were lines or hose looking things and various types of machines. I`m telling you I was waking up in this place. Have you ever had a nightmare and it was so unreal that you realized it was a dream and woke up?? Well I tried that. I thought at first that this HAD to be a dream but realized it wasn`t. I was paralyzed but for some reason I was starting to free up a bit. I was able to turn my head and saw these people or beings, all in white, working at various "edges" with others. I realized it was not a dream and it scared me sooooooo badly. At this time something came to my bed and injected something into the back of my neck and out I went. When I woke up at home, which was strangely not immediate, I documented the experience. This is one of the things missing from my computer. There were times when there was a presence in the room with me. Not some silly childish fear of the dark but absolute without a shadow of a doubt. I dealt with this all of my life.

I have seen on some television shows, people speaking of being paralyzed in bed. They come up with some sort of term for this but this is not my issue. The strange thing is that I have documented the things that happened to me and actually started keeping a record on my computer only to find it erased or removed when I try to find it. This all sounds like lies but it is NOT. One night, I awakened to find myself feeling that crazy feeling. I walked into the bathroom and all of a sudden my mind was bombarded with information. For a few seconds I had the answer to all of the questions I had ever thought of. It was so frightening. I mean that in a serious way. From answers about the universe to the simplest questions. It was a flood of information all impacting my brain at once. I felt such fear. I had to grab hold to the counter to keep myself upright. I then begged...STOP, PLEASE STOP! I felt that I was about to lose my mind, literally. It was like a test of my capacity that almost cooked my brain. I felt my sanity was about to be gone.

There were times I would feel a presence in the room and I was frozen, couldn`t move. there was a dreadful sound, like a pulsating train noise. This is so scarey. Can`t move, can`t do a thing while at various times I felt like I was being toyed with. I have also felt something being stabbed into my spine, my head, etc. And understand that these things were not some dream. the feeling was intense and very very real. The strange thing is when I would come to my senses, I would find myself laying there and the memories would fade away so quickly, so easily. I could not hold on to them.

This morning around 2:45 a.m., which was on the 25th of September 2015, I woke up and it was happening again and there was something that I had failed to mention. When it happens, my entire body feels as though it has a charge of electricity. That`s the best way I can explain it. It doesn`t hurt, it just feels completely strange. It feels like it`s deep down in my bones and literally incompasses my entire body. This feeling is always there when these things happen to me. But now that I have faced this, I realize quite quickly what is happening. So I try to remember every detail, I try to make it known that I am aware. I reached out with my hand and by the tips of my fingers I had grabbed something that felt like a silky cloth. It didn`t snatch away but kept steady pressure until I released it. I was in and out of consciousness during this occurrence. I tried to call my dog but I could not speak. They knew what I was doing so when I would drift into unconsciousness, I would see my dog come to me and jump up on the couch. Their mistake was that my dog would not jump up on me on the couch. I know....strange. OH...one other thing. Something was happening to my testicals. My left testical was being handled. It felt like it was being pressed. Hey, I`m just typing what happened, can`t help how completely strange it is.

The 1st of October, 2015,...Because I have lately tried to focus, I mean completely focus my attention on all of these things that have been happening to me I have started to sit, in a complete calm, and try to remember anything I can about my episodes. Yesterday, while sitting in this meditated state of sorts, I had a shocking memory. Well not so much a memory but more like a few memory flashes and it was of a girl waving to me. I could not see her fact but I did see that she had straight, a little longer than shoulder length, very blonde, almost white hair. She was wearing what looked like a white long sleeve shirt, tightly fit and it looked as if she had a vest that had a glimmer on as well. I can not see a face nor anything more no matter how much I try. In doing this, I am stopping myself from putting things in this vision that were not there so mentally it is like a battle in my mind. This was a first, without a doubt, and a shocking thing. Man I wish that if these things are not some craziness or mind tricks that I am playing on myself that they would allow me to see them and communicate with them. I am willing to except the fact that all of these things could be dreams or my mind playing tricks on me but just once, just one time I wish that someone would listen to me who had experience with this and could help me try to remember. It is so frustrating when not a single person that I even suggest these things to takes me seriously. Not one person. They only think I am lying or crazy. So you see, it`s not only frustrating that these things are happening to me from "them" but on the other hand just as frustrating that nobody will listen. I feel for any and all people who are going through this. I feel for them.

These are only a few of the things that have happened to me. I tell ya what...The thing is that I told an old acquaintance about a lot of this a few months ago. Now Ive mentioned it to people but I really went into detail with her. This is also when I began to document these things. Here is the weirdest thing....since I spoke out about these things to another person and since I took the time to document these things I have not had another happening. It seemed that I was just getting to the point of actually losing some of the fear. Now that it has been a few months since I have had these things to happen, I wonder why. I don`t miss the violations but I certainly would have liked an explanation. I juggled around the idea of stating this next thing but I may as well. I suppose the cat is out of the bag. I do not know how nor why but I know it`s more than intuition. I am not saying that I can read peoples minds. No, not at all. But I can sense things other people can`t. I have examples of this that I can explain if someone actually contacts me. It`s not something that happens all of the time but I can sense things. I have used this ability with people around and they are always shocked. Oh God I wish someone would listen to me.

I have begun to have a better understanding of these things now. The reason I do not seem to fit in with this world, the reason I have almost a 6th sense concerning intuition, and why these things are happening to me.

I understand how completely unreal all of this seems so I except any persecution or doubt. I could except that these things are my mind playing tricks on me if not for the fact of these things being a life long experience, BEFORE all of the Tv shows and documentaries. So if you are reading this and I`m missing or you`re reading this and some other strange thing has happened I would present these facts as evidence. I just hope that this wordpad file doesn`t mysteriously vanish from my computer like the last one did.

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